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| | | so today started somewhat ok i guess. talked to Jo about life after death and whether or not christians who commit suicide go to heaven. u know, i've been thinking a lot about eternity lately and in a weird way the thought scares me: forever....like never ending. i cant comprehend that, its weird. the day passed and it was getting better, then at worship team practice it hit me. we have like 2 weeks left until grad and when will i ever see my friends again. i donno, i got really sad. all my friends and my most memorable memories were here with my friends at morrison. i cant imagine life without them. sigh, kinda heart broken. then, to top my day off, i was waiting for my bus to arrive when there was an accident right in front of me-literally. this lady on a scooter came around the corner and a car hit the side of the bike. the next thing the scooter is going in circles and crashes. the lady is on the ground and she's not moving. knowing first aid and all, i ran across the street (thank God there were no cars) and tried to see if she was conscience. she was moaning so i figured she was alive. i turned her over and her head was bleeding. it was all over and i couldnt find the wound. it scared me to death. i mean, wen we practiced first aid, the ppl werent actaully bleeding, but she was, and there was a whole puddle of blood on the floor. i held her head in my hand trying to stop the bleeding and my hands were full of blood. i was so scared. i had told the man who had hit her to call the police and then i remembered that there was a fire station right near us, so i ran to them and called for help. they came and were so mean to me. man, i left then cuz they didnt need my help. but i was shaking like crazy. i donno. i got on the bus and just cried. i know the lady lived, but life is so short and i really want to make the most of it now. ahhhh, i donno. just feeling really low lately. eating habbits arent good and ppl notice. i just want to be satisfied but im not-is that wrong? anyways, wateva. wateva wateva wateva... |
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| hey hey hey there. yea i know, i havent been on in months even wen i got the time to but anyways, all is ok now, im on. ;) so summer or winter (being in south africa) has been ok. havnt done too much which is really sad. i cant believe that the time has flown by so fast-only 2 weeks left then life begins again. so im turning 18 in 3 weeks and i really wanna do something crazy and lately ive thought about going bungy jumping. omy it sounds like sooo much fun. 2 of my cousins have done it and say that it was awesome!! man, i so wanna do it but i freak out and get sweaty just thinking about it!! ahhh!! hahahaha...but then again, i doubt it would ever happen and i wont get to do it. :( yup. so wats another slightly crazy thing i can do for my birthday?? any suggestions? at all?? lol yup. so thats about it basically, in a nut shelll-nothing. well, still next time :) tee | | |
| 5 ways of knowing you¡¦re falling for someone: 1- as soon as you get online- who's name do you look at first
2- when you hear your phone ringing- who do you hope it is calling
3- when a love song comes on the radio- who's face comes to your mind
4- who's name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it
5- who is it that you always find yourself thinking about- wondering if they're thinking about you | | |
| is it an obsession when that one thing is all you can think about. wen you wondering how they are doing, what they are doing, if they are ok? i donno-its never really hit me this hard and i cant help it. lol, its like a drug-i need a dose every day and that's really scary. i'm not weird or anything but it's so different, not like any other times. will it pass and wen i look back will i laugh just like all the previous times? i donno. im confused. hmmm...pretty much.
Gloria--u know all | | |
| "where'd u go...i miss you so...seems like its been forever that you've been gone" | | |
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